No, I'm not talking about food.
No I'm not talking about sleep.
I'm sure this doesn't come as a surprise, but I'm talking about BABIES.
I think I'm currently more baby hungry than I've ever been. I decided that I'm honestly baby starving. I can hardly wait to snuggle a little one.
I just want to kiss their little lips and nose, fingers and toes.
I want to sing to them and rock them.
As you know, because of my endometriosis, I am doing my best to be prepared for whatever may happen. But I still can't help pushing my tummy out in front of the mirror every morning like I have a little monkey growing in my tummy. Did I really just admit that? Well I do, and I've done it since before I can remember. I can't help making sure clothes I buy work with a pregnant belly too. I can't help researching maternity clothes, good music to play to my baby in my tummy, yoga videos for pregnant women, pictures of cute nurseries, and watching baby story on TLC at least 4 hours a week. This all probably doesn't help one bit.
If you want to know, I actually think that America's Funniest Home Videos makes us more baby hungry than anything. Seriously. Has anyone else experienced this? Kids do the darndest things!
I'm realizing I sound totally crazy. Maybe I am crazy? But I'll sure love my babies.
Ever since I was a little girl, it's been my dream to feel a little one kick in my tummy, for my husband to feel the kicks, to talk to my belly, and do all the fun things with pregnancy.
Can't wait for that day. But as everyone always says, enjoy time without kids while we can. Yeah yeah, we are, ok? But I can still be excited. :)
Babies.... Ahhhh.
Any other baby hungry bloggers out there?
PS...I know I've posted these before but they are to die for. I have in no way been asked to give a shout out, I'm doing this all on my own. Chelsey Searle takes some stunning and adorable pictures. Aren't these pictures tear jerkers?! Really, they make me tear up. If you live in Utah, you're in luck! She's in your neighborhood.
You are not the only one who is "baby starving". Love that term. It's amazing how since childhood we imagine what our lives will be like, how old you will be when you get married, and when/how many babies you will have, but thoughts like miscarriage, infertility, other health problems, never came to mind. Life is just hard! But it makes it all worth it when miracles are placed before us. Going through a miscarriage of twins helped me to realize its all truly in the Lords timing. Thanks for posting, now I know I'm not the only one who buys clothing that can be used when I'm pregnant! :)
ReplyDeleteLucy, I didn't realize you lost twins. I'm so sorry. I remembered that you had a miscarriage though. That is so difficult and hard. You're so strong! What a good positive attitude you have about all of it! And I'm so glad I'm not the only one buying clothes that work with pregnancy. :p
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I feel the same-- I know there are a lot of people struggling with infertility and such issues-- I am approaching baby starving myself!! I love that you shared these things!! Much love to you in NYC!!
ReplyDeleteYou're the sweetest! I'm glad there are other baby hungry people out there! It seems like most people aren't baby hungry anymore because they already have babies! Haha. Love hearing from you. Miss you! xoxo
DeleteIm hungry as well, and it will be awhile for me health wise as well... I feel your pain :) And thanks for the shout out, it was a nice little surprise :)
ReplyDelete:( My heart aches for you. I hope everything is ok. I'd love to share thoughts with you on this sometime.
DeleteThis post makes me feel good...I have been feeling awful lately and not cute at all I feel like a big old blob. I am still waiting on movement from this lil guy it is just the way it goes it makes me worry all the time. I love the pictures and I am so looking forward to taking cute pics of my lil guy! Oh and you will make the best mom ever! Love you!
ReplyDeleteThis post makes me feel good...I have been feeling awful lately and not cute at all I feel like a big old blob. I am still waiting on movement from this lil guy it is just the way it goes it makes me worry all the time. I love the pictures and I am so looking forward to taking cute pics of my lil guy! Oh and you will make the best mom ever! Love you!
ReplyDeleteThis post makes me feel good...I have been feeling awful lately and not cute at all I feel like a big old blob. I am still waiting on movement from this lil guy it is just the way it goes it makes me worry all the time. I love the pictures and I am so looking forward to taking cute pics of my lil guy! Oh and you will make the best mom ever! Love you!
ReplyDeleteI just adore you. I hope you feel more movement soon! I'm sure everything will be ok. I'd be the biggest worry wart. You're so patient. PS...you are the cutest pregnant momma I've ever seen. Seriously, I hope I can be half as cute! Love you!
DeleteI'm baby hungry to get this kid out of me!! Your turn will come and it will be perfect!
ReplyDeleteHaha. Love it. I saw your status about everything going on. Praying for you and I hope things start looking up!
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